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wingsofnight asked:
top five kensi blye moments



Um. I’m trying to focus on Kensi moments, not Kensi and Deeks moments. I want these to be all about her. 

I’m sure I’ve missed 20 better ones.

1. “Falling through the sky.”


That confession in the Christmas episode Disorder made me cry, and it was a revelation to the whole team. It was a moment where Kensi dug down into the deeply personal in an effort to reach someone else that was hurting. I loved that. 

2. Playing poker with Astrid, post-ep for The Fifth Man.


The character needs those small moments, and that was a big one for her backstory. She took center stage, Hetty trusted her, Deeks worried but did the same. And at the end of it all, she made sure Astrid didn’t feel alone. 

3. That insane move over the top of the van early in her partnership with Deeks. YOU know the one. The crazy one. The one where we all sat back and grinned and said, yep, she’s badass. (BUT I CAN’T FIND A GIF. WHY CAN’T I FIND A GIF? Is it because I’m searching “kensi blye van” and that’s not really very helpful?)

EDIT: the marvelous wingsofnight found the gif. 

4. The talk on the couch in Neighborhood Watch while holding a bag of frozen peas.


(OK I KNOW I SAID NO DENSI BUT THIS ONE IS A BIG DEAL.) Because it was her opening up, letting her guard down, and letting him in in a way that she so rarely does. 

5. “No.”


When she comes out of that camp and Sam asks her if she’s ok and she just says no. I loved the moments at the end with Deeks, saying goodbye to Jack, pulling herself together. But that’s probably the first time since she broke down over Dom that we’ve seen Kensi admit to hurting. 

Honorable mentions:

All of her wonderful, sloppy, aggressive eating. I love it. Breaking down over Dom with Hetty outside in season 1. Her terrible Touches. Reacting to Deeks getting shot in Personal. Sweet talking the thief in a black catsuit in The Job. The knife fight in Anonymous. “I hot wired a Cessna once. Pfft.” “Watch it with me.”

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Wow, that actually looks like a real raccoon! In a way he looks so cute! Can I pet him-


…………………………………… Never mind.


So the top one is Deeks and the bottom one is Kensi, right?

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I may be a liar, but i’ve got great teeth. And no one can take that away from me.
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An Honest Question For ProChoice People



I know there are heated debates and people have been wronged on both sides of the arguments. However, I want to ask one question to pro choice people that will help you understand where pro life comes from.

Put aside your beliefs/biases/experiences please for this question and answer honestly.

"If you honestly believed that a fetus is a human life, wouldn’t you do anything to save it from being killed?"

Because pro life people truly believe, based on science, religion, or personal experience, that every fetus is a human child. Therefore we feel we must do everything in our power to save that life. We don’t always get it right, and there are some people who are cruel and heartless, but at the crux of our argument is that life deserves to be saved.

Yeah, I’m pretty sure that if I truly believed that abortion killed a person, I wouldn’t do anything like what 99% of anti-abortion agitators do.

You put pennies in a box.

You make signs.

You scream misogynistic and violent insults at women who are seeking unspecified health care services at health care facilities, some of which don’t even provide abortions to begin with.

You push laws that target the abortions that are most often life-saving, most often applied to non-viable fetuses.


What they instead speak of is an intense desire to project oneself into a life-or-death conflict, but one without any actual stakes and one that does not require much more than symbolic gestures on behalf of the “believers”. 

As a bonus, you get to feel better than a bunch people just normal people like you. You get to feel like you’re a crusader for truth and justice in a world full of people so evil, they’d kill babies for fun and profit.

And when you’re out on the picket line, you can engage in the deepest, most shameful impulses that a human being can wrestle with as you shout vile things at the people trying to enter the clinic. Actual people, who are often actually at the most vulnerable part of their grown lives, possibly people who are wrestling with health problems, possibly people who are dealing with the devastating reality of finding out that a fervently desired pregnancy is not safe or non-viable… and you can reduce them to tears. Such power! You and your friends can mob up (strength in numbers) and shout whatever you want this person. You can completely dehumanize an actual human being standing right in front of you.

And it’s okay.

Because you’ve got this fig leaf for your conscience where—when it’s convenient to do so, when it suits your agenda and your plans—you convince yourself there are these other actual human beings that you are standing up for.

You’re desecrating the everloving carp out of the human life standing in front of you, but it’s okay, because life is sacred. When it’s convenient. When it’s your alibi. When it’s your sword and shield.

But when it’s not convenient? Forget about it. Oh, man… if you truly believed that millions of tiny precious babies were being systematically murdered, would you be blogging about it? I’m not daring you to go out and prove your convictions by committing violence yourself, but even restricting yourself to non-violent means, don’t you think you would be doing something more than posters and pennies and posts if you really thought that “an American holocaust” (as so many anti-choice folks have crassly put it) was happening?

Man, I’m glad you asked me what we would do if we sincerely believed that there were all these lives at stake, because it really exposes how hollow the “pro-life” movement is.

Though of course, its hollowness hardly needs to be pointed out. It’s weird how many protestant Christian denominations suddenly did a 180 on abortion and the belief that a fetus was a person with a soul when it suddenly became a viable political wedge issue. Did you know that? As recently as 1979, you could have gone to a lot of the most pro-life protestant churches in the country and asked their leaders if fetuses had souls and abortion was murder, and they would have told you no, that’s some Catholic dogma that’s completely against the Bible. And they’d point to passages that suggest that no, God does not see a fetus as being equivalent to a person and send you on your way.

But then, somehow, suddenly… the inerrant word of God changed. Almost overnight. Why? Because the preachers had allied themselves with rightwing politicians, and between them, they saw a goldmine.

Because they understand the real question isn’t: what would people do if they honestly believed that babies’ lives were on the line, wouldn’t a lot of people vote for a politician who takes a bold stance against baby killing, since that demands nothing from the person casting the vote but lets them feel like they’ve done a huge good deed?

So they did that.

And a lot of people fell for it.

You give your votes, you give your money, you give your time to the cause. Not much from each individual, but it adds up. It all adds up.

And you will always do this.

Because baby killing will always be wrong, and it’s not like anyone’s asking you to fight a war, right?

That’s what politicians call a permanent wedge issue. The people who “vote life” can be relied on to vote against their interests, to vote against their neighbors, to vote against politicians who would improve the circumstances that lead people to require abortions.

Abortions go up when social safety nets are cut. Abortions go up when wages go down. Abortions go up when health care costs rise. Abortions go up when sex ed is inadequate.

But “pro-life” voters vote for politicians who are in favor of all of these circumstances that lead to abortions.

Isn’t that weird?

But you’ll effectively vote for everything that leads to abortions, because all you care about is that you get to register your vote against baby-killin’. 

The pro-life stance is about convenience and feeling good. 

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